incisive

Blood rushing to my ears Blush creeping up my cheeks Sounds of thunder Emitted by me. I held a gaze And turned away Afraid to fall Into endless turmoil. I tried to resist Escape again and again All was in vain No matter what i say. I was captured At the first contact of eyes Oh please let me go But still i'm retained. The same strip of film Replaying itself History repeats It's all destined in fate. I truly understand All lies in my hands But please aid me Go as far as you can. My restraint So fragile, so weak I cannot hold out Someone save me.

Maybe... Bloom like the flowers in the spring The fresh new bud flaunting its petals for the first time Peeking through the all others Claiming its glory for itself. Maybe... Burst like the turtles from their shells The new life looking at the world for the first time Wondering about the future ahead of it Struggling for its freedom. Maybe... Chirp like the crows in the nest The new young fledging to shift for the first time Fighting to get the attention Surviving through recognition. Maybe... Wail like the babies at their birth The new infant flinging its arms around for the first time Reaching for familiarity Blossoming o

Even in my dreams He refuses to let go; He controls, My fury, my hate, my rage. He relishes my defeat, Taking charge, Refusing me the chance of holding it in my hands again. He thrived on my unhappiness, my sadness, my angst; He can make me remember, and forget In a space of seconds. I cannot escape Him, Try as I may, I cannot run away from Him, Attempts in vain. He is my God, my Fate, my Destiny, He will dominate for all i have of me. He is my Hell, my Devil, my Sin, My Heaven, my Angel, my Bliss. He is me. We are joined as long as we last; As quickly as we fade. This is us; The beginning of the end.

"I am a poseur", she thought miserably, " all i know is to follow what others do and imitating them. Wherever did my mind go to?" Determination. Hesitation. Lack of confidence. (Maybe if you give her a chance, she can prove herself. Maybe under the right circumstances, she can blossom and bloom into who she really is. Or continue her life like this. Being the mindless person she has grown to be.)

To write To vent To express To vent To release To vent To show To vent. Can't help Can't stay Can't continue Can't face Can't bear Can't tolerate Can't express Can't vent.

Escaping the memories,wishing it would fade. Controlling my mind, restricting its impact. I don't want it to take over, i can't allow it to. Please stop taunting me, mi sanity's running low. Spare me from the misery, blurring the lines between illusion and reality. I shouldn't think so much, it's bad for everything. Assumption kills, Your thinking, Your mind, Your friendship, Yourself. It does no one any good, stop deceiving yourself. Maybe when i've awaken, i'll weep for my loss. The loss caused by no one, no one but myself.

The girl, Sitting all alone by herself. She is smiling, but a tear is falling. You see her around everyday, Being with her friends, Laughing at jokes, Almost always putting a big bright cheerful smile on her face. It seems as if nothing can ever bother her or make her upset. Even now, as you watch her, A tear is falling, but the smile is still there. Now you see, now you think Is her smile real, or just a mask? Is she really feeling happy Or showing others that she is? Is she really that easily amused, smiling at everything and laughing at anything? Is her life really filled with happiness? You have never seen her cry Yo

I miss him. The old him I could see. I could talk to. Needed. Was there. The new him Blinded from me. Closed up. Forsaked. Gone. I miss him.

Making firm friends. Trying to make firm friends. Tying to forget the past ones. Forget the hurt. Forget the pain. Remember the past. Remember the future. Withstand the challenges. Tolerate the irritations. Staying the way I want myself to be. I have lived for people. It's time I do it for myself. Nothing good had ever came out of my past. My past life, to be exact. I'm reborn. And you are?

Half finished lyrics, Deep thoughts and feelings; Quotes and phrases, still Expressions failed. Tried to remember, Desire to feel; Need to relinquish, but Words failed. Wondering about living, Thinking abt life; Cannot seem to comprehend, and Thoughts failed. Can you try to enlighten, Make me understand; Provide me new explanations, when Everything else failed.

How do you help others, when you can't help yourself? This embitterment makes you want to forget. To leave it all behind. When you choose to take this path down the road, don't you have to follow it through? When you choose to leave it all behind, could you still turn around and try to clutch at it all? Desperation can drive you crazy. Wouldn't it be nice to hand it all to someone else, to leave all your blame, all your problems with someone else; And have the faith to believe they can make it alright again? Regrets serve no purpose except to haunt you. Make you wish again for the impossible, dwell on what is past,

Nothing escapes my eye, Even if it does the first time, I always have a second, and a third and on. I've walked down this path before, I know what you're going through. I've done this all before, So don't pretend that you can hide it from me. Sometimes, the roads aren't always so defined, So I make my own. But even when the path stays the same, Everything changes. Maybe it's just that I've lived too long, Seen too much, given too much, taken too much. I've watched trees grow, watched flowers bloom, And I've watched them wither. I've seen people walk into my life, Watched them take their place in it. Witnessed their tears, th